Hello! This is a list of everything I've written to date in chronological order. Updated: 4 August 2009

General Disclaimer: I do not own any of the people, places, things, or titles mentioned in these works of fiction (unless otherwise stated). Plot is all me, if any of them seem familiar, I apologize. Do not mean to offend. Do not sue. Thank you.


( Master List of Panic At the Disco FanFic )

( Master List of Cross-Bandom FanFic )

god, i feel like i haven't written anything in forever!
i'm so sorry guys. i've been having the biggest writer's block like you have no idea. also, as i'm sure all of you have figured out by now, it's my last year in high school, that's right i'm a senior now. and i know junior year was supposed to be the hardest year of high school, the only year that means anything to colleges and shit. uhm. LIES. don't let anyone tell you that senior year isn't hard because it fucking is. i'm taking on less ap than i took last year and i have to say this has by far been the hardest year of school (that being said, i got all A's and B's on the report card this quarter).
anyway it doesn't really matter. by january i should be back to writing because by january i will have decided on what college i wanna go to. i'm 1 for 6 so far (UCF) and i've only applied to half the schools - there's still three more i need to apply to.
and what sucks the most is the fact that i really don't want to go to college. at all. it's pretty fucking mandatory seeing as how i worked so hard in high school, it'd be ridiculous not to go. it'd be a waste. :(
other than school i am still single, i am still well on my way to becoming a fabulous alcoholic (high school parties are fun) and i still don't have a job! wahoo!
in panic! at the disco/the young veins news: ryan ross is still getting more gorgeous with every twitpic and 'the other girl' is a horrible song. i lurk his twitter everyday. (LOL HE HANGS OUT WITH MAROON 5 OMG HAHAHAHAHAHAHA and yet, i still feel like mickey madden and james valentine have way more hipster cred than the emo kid from that band that wants you to shut the goddamn door hahahahahahahahaha oh god he's so easy to make fun of)
i'm going to see panic! at the disco this december which is ~exciting~ first time without ryan and jon :'( but i'll get over it. spencer smith unfunfunfunfunfunfunfunfunfunf<3

tl;dr: school sux. fic should be up again by january.

Title: Tiring
Rating: PG-13 for explicit references to marijuana, pretty gen
Pairing: Ryan Ross/Brendon Urie
Summary: Just some ficlet I wrote last night. Everyone gets stoned and Ryan and Brendon take a nap.
Disclaimer: I do not own the boys mentioned in this fiction. Plot is something I came up with one Tuesday afternoon, if it seems familiar, I apologize. Do not mean to offend.
Author's Notes: At the end.
( Stoner Tip Number 4: Cereal is perfect for the munchies. )

Title: From A Mountain In the Middle of the Cabins
Rating: R for sex and language
Pairing: Ryan/Brendon
Summary: AU. Struggling actor, Brendon Urie gets his big break in the new, cutting edge, indie film directed by Jon Walker and starring opposite Hollywood's rising star, Ryan Ross. However, Ryan and Brendon don't exactly get along.
Disclaimer: I do not own Panic At the Disco or any of the boys mentioned in this fiction. Plot is something I came up with one Thursday afternoon, if it seems familiar, I apologize. Do not mean to offend. Title belongs to the Panic At the Disco song of the same name.
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Author's Notes: The legitimate hardest scene I've written thus far. I apologizes for any and all inaccuracies and for leaving out Jon Walker (you'll see). At the end.

( Scene 20: And the Oscar goes to... )

Title: Like A Tornado
Rating: NC-17 for blow jobs! Yay!
Pairing: Gabe Saporta/William Beckett
Summary: He's like a tornado. That's the perfect comparison. You wait for it, you prepare for it, and it comes in destroying everything in its path in a way you never imagined. And then it's gone.
Disclaimer: I do not own the boys mentioned in this fiction. Plot is something I came up with one Tuesday afternoon, if it seems familiar, I apologize. Do not mean to offend. Cut belongs to "All For Swinging You Around" by The New Pornographers.
Author's Notes: At the end.

( The sky above was thick with rings of smoke and clouds. )

Title: From A Mountain In the Middle of the Cabins
Rating: R for sex and language
Pairing: Ryan/Brendon
Summary: AU. Struggling actor, Brendon Urie gets his big break in the new, cutting edge, indie film directed by Jon Walker and starring opposite Hollywood's rising star, Ryan Ross. However, Ryan and Brendon don't exactly get along.
Disclaimer: I do not own Panic At the Discoor any of the boys mentioned in this fiction. Plot is something I came up with one Thursday afternoon, if it seems familiar, I apologize. Do not mean to offend. Title belongs to the Panic At the Disco song of the same name.
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Author's Notes: I hate this chapter. At the end.

( Scene 19: In the Meantime... )

Title: School Spirit
Rating: PG for language and crazy, crazy amounts of fluff
Pairing: Brendon/Ryan
Summary: Ryan has no school spirit. Brendon is school spirit. What happens when Brendon convinces Ryan to participate in Homecoming week?
Discalimer: I do not own Panic At the Disco or any of the boys mentioned in this fiction. Plot is something I came up with one Friday night. Do not mean to offend. Cut belongs to Taylor Swift's "You Belong With Me".
Author's Notes: At the end.

( Been here all along so why can't you see you belong with me? )

Title: No Pain No Gain
Rating: PG-13 for language, boy kissing, and innuendo.
Pairing: Brendon/Ryan ~Jon/Spencer
Summary: Spencer drags Ryan to an LA Fitness where he meets Brendon, the hottest personal trainer Ryan's ever laid eyes on.
Author's Notes: By far the fluffiest standalone I've ever wrtiten. Not even a hint of angst. More at the end.

( Ryan Ross does not need to go to the gym. )

Title: From A Mountain In the Middle of the Cabins
Rating: R for sex and language
Pairing: Ryan/Brendon
Summary: AU. Struggling actor, Brendon Urie gets his big break in the new, cutting edge, indie film directed by Jon Walker and starring opposite Hollywood's rising star, Ryan Ross. However, Ryan and Brendon don't exactly get along.
Disclaimer: I do not own Panic At the Discoor any of the boys mentioned in this fiction. Plot is something I came up with one Thursday afternoon, if it seems familiar, I apologize. Do not mean to offend. Title belongs to the Panic At the Disco song of the same name.
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Author's Notes: Lyrics in this chapter belong to "Change" by The Young Veins. At the end.

( Scene 18: From a Mountain in the Middle of the Cabins )

Title: From A Mountain In the Middle of the Cabins
Rating: R for sex and language
Pairing: Ryan/Brendon
Summary: AU. Struggling actor, Brendon Urie gets his big break in the new, cutting edge, indie film directed by Jon Walker and starring opposite Hollywood's rising star, Ryan Ross. However, Ryan and Brendon don't exactly get along.
Disclaimer: I do not own Panic At the Discoor any of the boys mentioned in this fiction. Plot is something I came up with one Thursday afternoon, if it seems familiar, I apologize. Do not mean to offend. Title belongs to the Panic At the Disco song of the same name.
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Author's Notes: If you can't tell by the title of the scene....More at the end.

( Scene 17: Obligatory Sex Scene )

Title: From A Mountain In the Middle of the Cabins
Rating: R for sex and language
Pairing: Ryan/Brendon
Summary: AU. Struggling actor, Brendon Urie gets his big break in the new, cutting edge, indie film directed by Jon Walker and starring opposite Hollywood's rising star, Ryan Ross. However, Ryan and Brendon don't exactly get along.
Disclaimer: I do not own Panic At the Disco, Chace Crawford, Ed Westwick, Raven Simone, Lindsay Lohan or any of the boys mentioned in this fiction. Plot is something I came up with one Thursday afternoon, if it seems familiar, I apologize. Do not mean to offend. Title belongs to the Panic At the Disco song of the same name.
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Author's Notes: This was way longer than expected. And admittedly better than Chapter 15. More at the end.

( Scene 16: A Not-So Modest Proposal )

Hello loves!
Hi, okay sorry for the lack of update and lack of comments and lack of B-actually-being-on-livejournal-at-all but I have had quite the adventurous summer. Lots of book reading, drinking, sexual exploitations of the sort, and no, sorry no time to write anything.
In fact, I was at a bit of a block for awhile due to the whole Disco break up. Well, not technically break up just my favorite member leaving the band. Fucking Ross, I mean really I love you so much and you do this to me? And then the coke thing. And the fact that Ryan and Spencer don't seem to be bffs anymore. It all troubled me a lot and I didn't think I wanted to write anymore in the fandom because if they aren't even friends how could I possibly write them as such?
Then I said to myself, I said "B, listen they are four gorgeous guys with fabulous and hilarious personalities and way too many homo-erotic tendancies that it would be harder for you not to write about them." So that's what I decided. I am not leaving fandom. In fact, you're gonna be hardpressed to get rid of me.
& with that, I give you the only reason to stop by my journal ever - fic!

Title: From A Mountain In the Middle of the Cabins
Rating: R for sex and language
Pairing: Ryan/Brendon
Summary: AU. Struggling actor, Brendon Urie gets his big break in the new, cutting edge, indie film directed by Jon Walker and starring opposite Hollywood's rising star, Ryan Ross. However, Ryan and Brendon don't exactly get along.
Disclaimer: I do not own Panic At the Disco or any of the boys mentioned in this fiction. Plot is something I came up with one Thursday afternoon, if it seems familiar, I apologize. Do not mean to offend. Title belongs to the Panic At the Disco song of the same name.
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Author's Notes: At the end.

( Scene 15: A Night on the Town - 'LA style!' )

I love bandom. I honest to God do. The only other fandom I participate in really has to be LotRPS (JFC OKAY DOMLIJAH IS MY OTMOTHERFUCINGP THAT SHIT EXISTS SO HARD AND NO ONE CAN TELL ME OTHERWISE OH MY WORD DOMINIC MONAGHAN YOU HAVE MY FUCKING HEART AND ALWAYS WILL YOU SEXY MANCURIAN HOLY FUCK MY TINHAT SHINES FOR THE TWO OF THEM SO FUCKING BRIGHT!) but I haven't been "active" in it for years now. Much like the rest of my fellowshippers (haha, dycwidt? also side note: it surprises me how many of my old lotrps friends i see in bandom, almost scarily so), I've found the bright beaming glory that is our boys in the bands. So I am taking time out of writing (I can literally see all of you clicking the X in the corner of the window) to profess my love for my favorite bandom boys. Starting with my all time favorite and love of my life - SPENCER JAMES SMITH V.

( Part 1 of B's Favorite Bandom Members Love Manifesto: Spencer James Smith the Fifth )

Title: From A Mountain In the Middle of the Cabins
Rating: R for sex and language
Pairing: Ryan/Brendon
Summary: AU. Struggling actor, Brendon Urie gets his big break in the new, cutting edge, indie film directed by Jon Walker and starring opposite Hollywood's rising star, Ryan Ross. However, Ryan and Brendon don't exactly get along.
Disclaimer: I do not own Panic At the Disco or any of the boys mentioned in this fiction. Plot is something I came up with one Thursday afternoon, if it seems familiar, I apologize. Do not mean to offend. Title belongs to the Panic At the Disco song of the same name.
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Author's Notes: I really can't believe we've made it this far. This chapter is very, very short. But I like it. SHANE! PILLOW FIGHTS! More at the end.

( Scene 14: Friendly Advice/A Late Night Visit )

The Plot Bunnies. They are coming for me.
I mean seriously I have so many fics that are unwritten in my head that my brain will NOT leave alone!

And I've been working on From A Mountain in the Middle of the Cabins for, jeez, idk EVER and it's summer and just now I feel like it'll be getting done soon. We're already at Chapter 13 which was posted only FOUR days after 12 (hello! new record for me! normally I make you guys wait three weeks) and the real reason for that is because I get so sidetracked!

I really don't wanna post crap. I'm sorry but with most WIPs, writers get bored halfway through and they throw in a happy [insert pairing here] ending to make the reader happy or sometimes they just quit, which hurts the reader more than anything. And I really don't wanna quit From A Mountain because it had so much going for it when I first started writing it. I don't wanna give away massive spoilers or anything but I still have about one more arch for the story to go through now that the major one (that being the filming process) is finally over. And yeah, I rushed that story arch, I'll admit because it got so tedious and I really just wanted to go straight to the next part. But I promise, I'm not gonna rush the next bit. Yeah the months are gonna fly by fast for the boys but...well I'm not giving out any spoilers! :D

As I said, I am being plagued by plot bunnies. To the point where I don't even wanna write anymore! I don't want to start a fic and then never finish it. There are about five WIPs that I have started (from TWO YEARS ago, jc) saved on to my computer that I haven't so much as looked at because of all the plot bunnies in my head.

So I propose this post to get out all of our plot bunnies! All those stories that we have made up in our minds that we have yet to post due to rl/school/other fic/work/just plain old being busy.

( Welcome to the Plot Bunny Post )

Title: From A Mountain In the Middle of the Cabins
Rating: R for sex and language
Pairing: Ryan/Brendon
Summary: AU. Struggling actor, Brendon Urie gets his big break in the new, cutting edge, indie film directed by Jon Walker and starring opposite Hollywood's rising star, Ryan Ross. However, Ryan and Brendon don't exactly get along.
Disclaimer: I do not own Panic At the Disco or any of the boys mentioned in this fiction. Plot is something I came up with one Thursday afternoon, if it seems familiar, I apologize. Do not mean to offend. Title belongs to the Panic At the Disco song of the same name.
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Author's Notes: This is alternately called "B's Favorite Chapter So Far". More at the end.

( Scene 13: That's A Wrap! )

Title: From A Mountain In the Middle of the Cabins
Rating: R for sex and language
Pairing: Ryan/Brendon
Summary: AU. Struggling actor, Brendon Urie gets his big break in the new, cutting edge, indie film directed by Jon Walker and starring opposite Hollywood's rising star, Ryan Ross. However, Ryan and Brendon don't exactly get along.
Disclaimer: I do not own Panic At the Disco or any of the boys mentioned in this fiction. Plot is something I came up with one Thursday afternoon, if it seems familiar, I apologize. Do not mean to offend. Title belongs to the Panic At the Disco song of the same name.
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Author's Notes: HOLY CRAP WE MADE IT TO 12! More at the end.

( Scene 12: I fucking hate Perez Hilton )

Title: From A Mountain In the Middle of the Cabins
Rating: R for sex and language
Pairing: Ryan/Brendon
Summary: AU. Struggling actor, Brendon Urie gets his big break in the new, cutting edge, indie film directed by Jon Walker and starring opposite Hollywood's rising star, Ryan Ross. However, Ryan and Brendon don't exactly get along.
Disclaimer: I do not own Panic At the Disco or any of the boys mentioned in this fiction. Plot is something I came up with one Thursday afternoon, if it seems familiar, I apologize. Do not mean to offend. Title belongs to the Panic At the Disco song of the same name.
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Author's Notes: As if the title of the scene doesn't really give it all away...*le sigh* More at the end.

( Scene 11: Turning Point )

It's not exactly a fic, per se, but an entire Bandom Universe in which Gerard Way is a sexy as hell priest and the rest of My Chemical Romance go ahead and fight ghosts/demons/those who are possessed by demons/scary things that go bump in the night/the villians of Catholicism together!
Have I got your attention yet? Thought so :)
Now, I mean you all know this, the slash I read/write is mostly of the Panic At the Disco variety but yeah, I dabble in the entirety of bandom (I mean, I went through that whole Hawthorne Heights/My Chemical Romance/Fall Out Boy I-am-too-hardcore-and-emo-for-you phase in middle school, just like we all did at one point, too). I mean I love FBR and whatnot but the amount of fic over at comms like bandslahsmania is astounding and the entire bandombigbang is not just Panic At the Disco/Fall Out Boy fics, despite contrary belief!
Yes! There is a band gayer than Panic At the Disco. And believe me when I tell you, gay is a good thing ;)
So anyway back to this fic I'm about to begin to rave about. Firstly, it's by bexless so go run to her journal now and bow at her feet for writing such a fabulous story! Secondly, just so you know that this is such an EPIC story of EPICNESS, aceles did a podfic for it! That's right, she did! And it is available to download right here! I just got part four downloaded today along with the podfic cover art (AHH! I am such a sucker for cover art!) and I suggest that after you read, you download it as well.
The first part, I Have Been All Things Unholy, is more are less Frank-centered. Frank works at Brian's tattoo parlor with Mikey, Ray, and Bob (Ray cuts hair - I know! - and Mikey just answers the phones) and the long and short of it is, he gets stigmata. Don't know what stigmata is? Come to find out, his best friend Mikey's brother, Gerard, is a priest! And obviously knows a lot on the subject and decides to help him.
And yeah well, Frank falls for Gerard (who the fuck wouldn't omg! Okay, yes, Gerard is hot, we know, I'm stopping) which just creates a whole batch of problems because HELLO! Priest!
I really don't want to give so much away but the newest installment of bex's Unholy 'verse is Heaven Help Us and it is just gorgeous! It's NSFW but it's still gorgeous!
I'm urging you guys to read it. Embrace the Frerard-ly goodness! Please! I mean, there's really no reason for me to be reccing it because pretty much all of MCR-fandom has read it and fell in love with it and I just so happen to be late to the party but whatever, still read it, do yourself a favor.
ALL PARTS OF THE UNHOLY VERSE, INCLUDING FANART, PODFIC, & MIXTAPES CAN BE FOUND RIGHT HERE!
:)<3
/rant

Title: From A Mountain In the Middle of the Cabins
Rating: R for sex and language
Pairing: Ryan/Brendon
Summary: AU. Struggling actor, Brendon Urie gets his big break in the new, cutting edge, indie film directed by Jon Walker and starring opposite Hollywood's rising star, Ryan Ross. However, Ryan and Brendon don't exactly get along.
Disclaimer: I do not own Panic At the Disco or any of the boys mentioned in this fiction. Plot is something I came up with one Thursday afternoon, if it seems familiar, I apologize. Do not mean to offend. Title belongs to the Panic At the Disco song of the same name.
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Author's Notes: At the end.

( Scene 10:  )